so last night was fucking shit.
in fact, i've been taken down a whole load more pegs for doing fuck all. being made to feel like shit when my greatest crime was to like someone, is that fair?
lets imagine
you're walking to a bus stop with a girl/boy you like,
its late at night, he/she's had a little bit to drink but they've sobered up by now.
so you're waiting for their bus with them, just because you've been friends for ages and you're a nice person.
they kiss you.
you become elated.
then about 5 minutes later they start fumbling about like they're drunk again, even though you know they're not.
they say "i'm sorry by the way"
"for what?" you ask
"for kissing you..."
there's an awkward silence.
"why? you think you're leading me on or something?" you ask
they mumble a "yes", still pretending to be drunk.
their bus arrives and you don't get a hug goodbye that you always do.
you try to talk to them the next day either by phoning, IM'ing, texting, whatever,
they "busy" all your calls,
block you on IM
don't reply to your texts.
you start to feel that this is some how your fault.
why are we all fucking dicks to each other?
is this fair?
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