PLAY CRACK THE SKY

it was a cold night,
but not the frost bitten kind that i was yearning after.
i fucking miss winter.

i haven't been up there in two years,
time flies.
not necessarily having fun.
it hasnt changed a bit
it was still bright, and... clarity

so i decided a few things tonight.

so i'm thinking, once all this is done, this will be the only thing i'll update. everything else is boring and repetitive,
and i don't need to be scared.
cause no one i know reads this
and for that i can be thankful
cause no one really knows me here
maybe because i am a masquerade

and i might do two years of higher art
and two of music, if its an option
i don't want my life to be stressed

im gonna change style musically as well
acoustic please


i yearn for the days of winter
and seclusion
so tired of everything.

good guys finish last.
i want to read, write, take pictures, sing my little heart out, and love
i want it to change
i wish i could travel by train more
the certain romanticism of traveling on a train
maybe i will move to glasgow
like i always wish i could
then up to the highlands
then to canada
then montauk
maybe i will meet someone
and bring back the cold, white, hazy days spent indoors in a comfortable bed
with nothing but you
just a smile across the pillows of security.
and just be happy
i feel i need less to be happy

i want it to happen
i dont care what my job is so long as it puts food on the table
i'd be happy with a one room flat, with white walls, wooden floors, and a matress in the middle of the room.
i'd love it even.

sea-shanty safe.